broken heart

I dont know why everyone keeps hurt my feelings..

im really hurt deep inside my heart ..

sometimes i felt i just want to die ! i cant bare to live like this .. im only seventeen ! my friends now are enjoying their live while i? i just need someone who can share my pain with .. sometimes i wonder by myself how much longer i can keep all this by my own ? what if someting happen to me? will them notice ? will them know whats inside my heart all this time? i just need a miracle to change my life.. please help me?

boboiboy

sawadikappp..

hehee, grau jea. assalammualaikumm ;D

da lme gilee ta bkk blog nyh..engt an tade pape bile bace alex entry2 lme tbe2 rse sdeyy lakk.yelaa rase cam sekejap jea mase berlalu tgglkan kite tnpe kte sedari.crte2 lme yg aq tlss dlm blog nyh pon aq da lupee.hehe. nenekk nie da nyanyukk sikett. ;p kpd mreka2 yg taw pasal kisah hdopp aq. phm2 jelaa. bak kate membe aq ''hdop ko nyh ley buat novel arr, cite indon kat tv3 tu pon da abess'' huhu. bile pke2 alexx btol gak dye ckpp.mcm2 yg da aq lalui. btul laa kata orgg

pengalaman mendewasakan seseorang !

aq berpegang tguh dgn kata2 tuw . kite nyh hnye manusie yg hnye merancang mase dpan tpi allah yg menentukan sgala2 nyee. hurmm, k laa. ade mse lgy aq update lgy k ? papaii ;)

kisahh lameee ..

pnahh wujud sorang laky nyh dlm hdop aq ..

dye btol2 syg aq n aq un btol2 syg dye ..
tpy maybe aq nyh jeniss yg ske maen2 so aq nyh salu gak lha saket an haty dyee ..
tpy dye sentiase trime aq ..
then, sato hary nyh aq btol2 ta than nan pangai dye ..
aq un mnx ptoss nan dye ..
dye taley trme ..
dye kejaa aku ..
mm , tyme tu aq btol2 da nekad na tggl an dye ..
aq ta sangke lakk dye na blass dndmm ..
dye hanco an hdop aq..
dye wat aq sdey sgtsgt ..
xpelahh, mmg slahh aq kot ..
mmg tuhann nak hukum aku ..
lpas kejadian uw, dye lgsg ta contact aq ..
ary uw .. tyme aq jlan2 nan boyfie aq .. terserempakk nan dye..
mm, aq tgk dye un mcm da bncy sgtsgt at aq jea ..
bia lha dye .. perasaan taley dpakse an ..
pas uw, bwu tdw aq bkk FB dye ..
dye chat nan pompuan nyh ..
dye ta sbot nme aq.. tpy aq dpt rase yg dye ckp pasal aq..
dye tak abes2 nak hine aq ..
hine sgt k aku nyh ?? takde makhluk allah yg hinee !
mm, skaty dye lha nk ckp aq ape..
yg pntg aq taw ape aq wat..
aq takk seburukk yg dye sangke..
mm, kdang2 uw, aq salu engat pasal dye ..
kenangan lamee..
bnyk pengalaman yg kte lalui ..
susa snang same2 ..
da stahon lbey kteorg kapel..
mm, aq harap dye sentiase hepy and bahagie ..
wlaopun antre aq n dye maybe da tade hrpan..
aq sentiase doa an yg terbaek untuk dye ..
wlaopon dye tatao.. bia lha aq smpn smue dlm haty aq ..

p/s STILL THINKING OF YOU ..
MISS YOU SO MUCHH ..
IM SORRYY !

abg saya !

ini abg ksayangan saya <3
sygg dye sgtsgt taw !
wlaopon maybe lpas nyh dye mkin2 bz !
hope dye ta lupe an aq lhaa ..

misss youuu !!